there are things i should be doing

Shows, shit, shitshows, things that will keep me relevant, interested, but more important, interesting...but yeah...no. 

melancholera

the original of this is 96'x 170', it's taken up my whole life. i don't know why that butterfly feels so bad, but he must have done something really horrible to that flat head lady. it's nice to think about their relationship, especially now that I know it had to come to this. relationships never end well even when they never end.

Reaching across the aisle to dickpunch a racist

First of all-we quit giving money to everything red because God will give them money, then we send all of the unemployed people in the blue part down to the red part to rip up the roads and bridges built by the federal government. It's a win/win, unless you consider the south which lost a long time ago.
We should quit stringing them along. We're like the cheerleaders who talk to the retarded guy on the bus about his puffy coat because they think they are being nice but they are only making him feel like he is in reach of something he will never ever have.

i draw awful things

not like of concentration camps or the inside of cancer, but awful things that i can't stop drawing. i'm not going to call it a problem, but i am going to start incorporating it into the other cuterawful things i sell. maybe someone will help me if they can see the problem, when they smell it, they just walk away.

I shop at estate sales

Please come to the old church tonight for 'muerephernalia' (you can use that if you want...i don't know why anyone would, but feel free).

I will be showing lots of estate sale finds, like these nice ladies here. They come in their original estate frames. Like Dorian Gray--but cuter.