i don't want to talk about it.

no...that's not quite right, i do want to talk about it, but like, in retrospect, with people i like. and we are laughing about how fucking lame the whole thing was and saying shit like "i can't believe that was my life" and then more laughing, maybe some drinks, who knows...i probably won't even want to drink i'll be so fucking happy just talking with people i find interesting about things that mean nothing anymore. that's going to be nice.

but yeah, i don't want to talk about it with you. now. here. at all.